Far too diminished to be of any significance
Eyes, thought pointed in wrong direction
Used to volumes of distraction
To focus now is the hardest thing
Pay for the years (and it still continues)
of falling back onto whatever was there
Maybe the whole existence of any life ever
was an event with a bad result.
And you can't see beyond what pounds into your brain.

Doesn't matter what kind of day you've had
Doesn't matter what the weather's like
Doesn't matter about Bill's new hairstyle
Keep in touch, with the truth I will try.
and nothing else matters.

Paint a picture
Pretty picture
Happy as can be
(Then disassemble it and find the 1752 reasons why it wouldn't work).

Flattery only serves to deceive
A lie doesn't change the truth
Forklift truck went and carried me
Over the edge of reason
Landed trembling in ouch place.

More effort needed on your part there.

Air of finality descends upon
This hallucinogen room
This imagined vale
I always say I would stay there forever
But seismic changes of mind requires a sodding earthquake.